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03 agosto 8月6号晚上Z85回北京在家一共待了20天吧,经历了很多事,对建筑专业有了更进一步的了解,但还有很多路要走,一个建筑的诞生需要很多专业的配合,就像大一刚进学校时,系主任跟我们列的表一样,然后在建筑专业上划了个圈,说我们建筑专业是龙头专业,是带领其他专业进行工作的一个专业,所谓龙头,那我们必须要学的很多。 有人说建筑的魅力在于理性与感性的结合,有人说建筑方案的胜负最终的落脚点在于设计人员的理念,他提出的概念。我觉得这是我们做建筑的很高的层次。在苏州,或是在学校里(我昨天仔仔细细的看过全国著名大学的建筑学的教改方案)建筑很大程度被定义为对真的探索,是建构的探索,而不是上层概念,理论的把玩的对象。 我工作的公司有7位设计人员,2位设计总监,那些设计人员比我也就大几岁,他们经历过第一年的骂得狗血淋头,第二年的彷徨,第三年的小心翼翼,严谨的做事风格。他们每天早上8点半上班,一直要干到晚上的10点。或许中间参杂着些生活的无奈,但更多的是对工作的负责和热爱。更多的,支持他们的是将来的更加侧重美,侧重理念,表达自我阶段的向往。 临走时,一位工作很负责的学长对我说,年轻人,一定要扛得住,回学校好好努力,寒假再见。 建筑是项大工程,建筑师的修行是项大项目。 努力。 29 luglio 实习一周实习一周,在做开发区一个小学的设计,还有就是每天与施工图打交道,感觉自己缺的东西很多,甚至自己在这么大的一个舞台上开始迷失,迷茫,一种状态.感觉自己有很选择,做方案,做构造,做效果图,做建模,做施工,人最大的麻烦就是选择太多,无从选择.学校里的教育感觉和真正的工作有很大的不一样,在学校走了好多弯路.
我现在就下星期在去干一周,接着想回北京,大三在北京干一年,边读书边工作,大四再决定是出国还是考研还是工作.
现在每天要努力干活,不过一周真的学了不少东西,我们的实习就是工作,有7位师傅带你真的机会挺好的.加油! 21 giugno how far between the audience and the movie festvalthe 9th Shanghai international moive festval raised its curtain on june 17,which is the only A-list movie festval in China.The red-carpet opening ceremony was held at the Shanghai Concert Hall in People's Square, which had attracted plenly of people who show great enthusiasm on the movie. compared whith previous movie festval,this one attracted more international superstar,French belle Catherine Deneuve, American actress Sigourney Weaver, British actress Natasha Richardson.besides these lovely faces,actors such as Edward Norton, Jang Dong Gun, Liam Neeson and Ralph Fiennes who stars in "The White Countess" also were present. my long interest on the movie began at my second year in the Suzhou middle school, i can still remember how exciting when i got the first magazine about movie.the magazine,called looking movie,is the most famousand marketable one in china.from that time ,l absolutely plunged in the world of movie. in the suzhou middle school,i even bought this magazine evetytime as soon as it came out. i wacthed even every wonderful movies,from the silence movie by famoue actor Chaplin to the up-to -date american ones such as Titanic,elephent. such was my wonderful time,it was a great part of my life,it brought the fresh air to the study which was full of the bored complusory subjects. movie festval should be a festval for most of people.i feel appionted that i am lack of oppotunity to join the festval.as a crazy movie lover,i should be benefited from the joy of the movie festval. i wish next year i could join the party! 19 giugno More time to relax for stressed youth nowadays so many people in this unversity don't have enough
courage to deal with problems they are confronted with,Some of them are scared to do anything new.,especially some peole who have huge enthusiam o the marks, plunge in the complusory or even option subjects. I think more physical exercise and games will make children strong and give them the courage to deal with the problems they have to face there is another disadvantage of lacking exercises. it seemed strange that children are brought up in much better conditions than their parents, but they are actually weaker. to be architect, you should be used to the anomalous arrangement of time ,you always do your disign in the continuous days.and sometimes your have nothing to do whthin somedays.so you're easily to be weak , which campared with students in any other majors. we should have more time to relax.i will paly my favorate sports---basketball tomorrow. with a healthy body, you wil achieve more than other people. not satisfied with myself cet6 coming and quickly going, just like everything in the world. i am really not satisfied with myself.watching almost every macth of world cup,which really has a huge influence on me .but really there is no excuse, you decide your own life,you make every choice in your life ,you're the own one have the responsibility towards your life. i have self-confidence if the god shares me a few days more,i will do it much better.as your konw,the correction is the easiest part in the exam,you almost should get full makes.but what i did in this section is so bad that i even wanted to beat myself. thourgh the preparation for cet6,i really improve my writting and reading,which benifits me in many parts of my life,for watching movie ,reading newspaper,communicating with my classmates. life is a journey,now i wii set off again,in search of new adventures. though i don't have clean ambitions now. i think human is a small part in the unversity,you can't master your life in a certian way,only what you can do is to cherish every day ,doing your favorite things. i wite these words on my mobile phone, photograpy, desigh,cooking ,english,warcraft3, drawing. you can't master your life ,you can master yourself! what qualities seperate a man from boys i always ask myself such questions ,what's an university?what' the ultima purpose of the university?what ambition should a boy have in his best period? what qualities identify a boy to be a man. responsibility,obligation,bravery,gratitude,justice,happiness,or even other qualities? now the forthcoming cet6 is so available that you can't remember what has happened in recent days.i always look forward to the future,so sometimes forget the beginnings.you always tell yourself that don't just emphsize on the results, cherish abbandant feelings in the process. but sometimes,the result may be the determined key which influence you to make a conclusion to estimate the outcome of this long period. i can't make an imagination what will happen on the afternoon of 17th ,june. because i really don't know whether i have prepared myself for this exam or not. i just do to the best of my ability. in the june ,i have strong self-comfidence to prove i am man ,or a boy. i have no idea where i get my self-confidence from.what qualities seperate a man from boys.?the answer resembles this sentence,life is just a journey,not a destination. i treat the life in june as a journey ,i smile often.in despite of the massive finally exams,i still afford a lot of time with my lovely girlfriend,even. i think i really release some pressuref rom her, which puzzles herself heavilly . this is the key point . a man should stand outside,make the people around you happy, especially the person you love. 04 giugno I wanna fly, and never come down sittng on the blue tablet chair, looking at the computer screen, you're still awake at7 o'clock in the morning. it's amazing when the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright. there are 6 lists out of 30left that you should encounter,there are 12 days left you could fight. life is just a journey, not a destination. I couldn't confirm that I will seize a hign mark in the examnation on 17th,june, but I cherish the lonely moments which I choose as my temporary life style. It's a part of my life. I lost my ways,I don't kown whether I keep the right ones out ,or let the wrong ones in. I just a machine to recite massive words and phrases.I just really want to do something well to best of my ability. How high can you fly with broken wings , which was quoted from "amazing",a heart-stirring song by Aerosmith. I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings.You have to learn to crawl, before you learn to walk.I wanna live life, never be cruel,I wanna live life, always be true,I wanna live in a wooden house, I wanna live life, and have friends around.I wanna fly, and never come down. I was out on the street in the morning,Just a tryin' to survive. I don't want dying in the sun, I wanna fly,and never come down. 03 giugno Football isn't just for men anymore Staying up late at night drinking beer and watching the World Cup on TV is not just for men anymore.nowadays,more and more women show large enthusiasm to the this big party. Maybe it was a big surprise many years ago to recognise that so many mowen fall in love with football, and are voluntary to spend plenty of time on the brilliant matches. According to a survey conducted among unviesity students in the city of Suzhou, 76 pre cent of women students confirmed they would join in the party. In Chongqing, two-thirds of the fans who will go to Germany for the World Cup are women. It's obvious that it builds a equality between men and women in front of the big party.Maybe the only difference is women do not drink so much beer compared with men do when they watch the matches. Now that women seize the right which is orginal excusive ,just for men, what can men do to defend the right. So we men won't resist it if the women fans join in us to watch the World Cup. Maybe it's a excellent solution. As a diehard fan of footbal, I look down to those girls who pretend to be interested in the games, which give them a confidence(sometimes it's unreal) that they are in fashion. I can bear that packs of women sitting together just enjoy the handsome face of Beckham, the captain of the English side. Women are a breath of fresh air in front of the big TV screen. They scream, jump and are more lively than the men. But only men can keep the ball going! 02 giugno 赌性我不是个喜欢赌博的人,但我喜欢赌博那种要么输要么赢的干脆和刺激。中午还是很不争气的12点起,虽然平心而论从6点半到12点睡的不多,但睁眼的那一瞬间,外面是阳光灿烂,至少对我来说是这样,外面人流涌动,那种生机着实让我欣喜了半天。 不过马上心头一紧,**肯定在她楼下等我了,昨天说好了11点57分,自己肯定来不及了,马上打电话,**,我真的很感激你没有对我发小孩子脾气,或许今天不是六一吧。以前记得看李连杰的专访,他说了很多过于禅的元素,他说了一句让我印象很深的话,承诺对于一个男人是很重要的。还记得电影里有句台词,promise is promise itself.这次肯定是最后一次,我一直说的,我想把这件事做好,我可以做好。所以一到专教,我就把这事写在我的小本上。 慵懒地躺在床上和在公用间洗漱的时候,看着外面的人流,我只想了一件事,我的6月,如何去identify, 我想到了我的6级,我想到今天离17号的距离,虽然上次过了,但我希望这次自己能拿到一个口语证,其实我现在很难明白自己是否能稳稳地可以,我想我会在专教熬夜到15号吧,毕竟夜里的效率比较高。毕竟夜里可以没有被打扰的做自己很多的事情。 我知道这又可以牵涉到赌性,我不想自己有遗憾,我希望自己是赢着出来的,我喜欢承受你用尽你所有的气力,忍受巨大的压力,然后或生或死的刺激和爽快。dead or alive,你用尽你所有的气力,去迎接这种干脆,我喜欢这样的感觉。 赌博的输赢更多在于天,人生的输赢更多地在于自己,我不喜欢赌博,我现在反感炒股,因为那是一种很无知的赌性,我喜欢那种命运把握在自己手里的感觉,用尽你所有的气力,那是一种很纯粹的赌性,一种我喜欢的活法。 Dead or alive。我是个赌徒。 01 giugno 六一的时候拿到了上网的帐号今天一个人去网络中心,交了25元,拿到了自己的上网帐号,说起来大家可能不相信,自己买了这么长时间的电脑,连自己的上网帐号也没有,以前是用别人的,主要自己也不大喜欢上网。
如今又了自己的帐号,那就在6月好好经营自己的BLOG了:) 24 maggio 我拿到驾照了! 我今天终于拿到驾照了!回想这一个月,每天6点起床,晚上10点回学校的生活,和学车的艰辛,教练的冷嘲热讽,只有用一个词语来概括,坎坷!
谢谢我的朋友,谢谢妈妈爸爸的支持,谢谢EVEN的陪伴。谢谢你们让我走完了对我来说很困难的一步。
刚下车,给无数人打电话,给无数人发短信,谢谢你们的支持和鼓励。
回来的班车上,我告诉自己,这一个月我没有遗憾。
下午和EVEN出去买衣服吧,接下来的任务就是拿到6级的口语证吧,还有餐馆的设计。 27 aprile 金城武在《重庆森林》中说过的话 当你年轻时,以为什么都有答案,可是老了的时候,你可能又觉得其实人生并没有所谓的答案。每天你都有机会和很多人擦身而过,有些人可能会变成你的朋友 或者是知己所以我从来没有放弃任何跟人磨擦的机会。有时候搞得自己头破血流,管他呢! 开心就行了。 26 aprile 最近一直在路上 一直在路上,做设计,画画。学车,没有好多时间思考很多东西,等忙完这阵,不,到五一就可以稍微歇一歇了,那时,把没有看的展览去看完,把没有看的电影去看完,把没有欣赏的音乐听完。要和韩伟一起去拍照,要和王立一起去打球,要和龙吟一起学英语,要和好多朋友一起晒晒太阳。这个五一不出去了,实在是没有时间,就算是六一以后大假期的黑暗期吧,熬过这阵就好了。
最近在看herman hertzberger 的 lessons for students in architecture,第二次看,感觉很大不一样。不知道小洁对这本书有什么想法。
最近在和小云姐,龚啸做TOYO ITO的SENDAI MEDIA THEQUE 的analyse.还比较顺,毕竟上学期干的私活和这个有比较大的connection.
明天和徐默莅他们一起做一个business plan ,尽全力做好吧。
23 aprile 在早晨五点的时候熬出了头 今天刚开始熬夜的时候,很没有底,不知道自己是否能把作业做完,因为现在每天4点半到晚上10点上车,让我很难有多的时间去做某些东西,今天选择熬夜,实在是无奈之举,刚开始是接着做已经快做了一天的建协学生会所的模型,大概到三点半的时候,终于赶完了,然后就乱七八糟的图画好,4点的时候OVER,接着是做这次布置得英语作业,我不知道老师要求的格式,我就利用昨天下午和EVEN上自习的时候构想了利用PPT的形式来表达,晚上做的的时候也挺没底的,自己想用的表达方式(主要是美术方面的),以前没有尝试过,不过幸好我的PS水平还可以,昨天构想地也很完整,所以小心翼翼地把这个事做完了,看着最终的成果,心里挺乐的。
明天,不今天了,要画拉奥孔,麻烦的活啊!过会天亮去躺会,然后去画室画画,不过今天的下午4点多又要去京南那练车,希望练车的时候不要睡着,如果顺利的话,我5月20日就可以拿到驾照了,熬过这一阵就好了,就像我今天在早晨5点的时候熬出了头:)!
21 aprile 昨天上车了 昨天晚上去开车了,训练场在北京的南面,4点半出发的,6点多才到,分了组,四人一个车,四人练了2个小时,又乘班车回来了,晚上9点的车回来。以后每天都这样的。
师傅素质不大好,态度也不好,忍吧。
5月8号到10号桩考,5月15到20路考,时间挺紧的,努力吧,6月1号顺利的话就有驾照了,算是送给EVEN的节日礼物吧。
现在要踏踏实实地好好练。 19 aprile 力学期中考试 今天上午是万众瞩目的建筑系力学期中考试,参加考试的人员不多,507的小教室还没坐满,不过参加人员的跨度之大,从大二到大五,每个年级都有“闪光点”,就差大六那个著名的家伙今天没出现。
昨天陪EVEN熬夜了,2点睡的,早上一起吃了早饭,考试前我信誓旦旦地说要轻轻松松的上90,考试的确比较轻松,我40分钟就搞定了2个小时要做的题,不是我水平好,实在是题目比较弱智。
然后就交卷,想下课送EVEN去上课,所以做完了啥心思也没有,没怎么检查,考试结束后马上公布答案,当我还沉浸在前6题的喜悦中的时候,老师公布了最后一题,阿!错了!自己随意猜了个答案,一位肯定对,哎,对EVEN的承诺。。。。。。85以上还是有的,90没有,谁叫我考试的时候全来想她了呢!
轩说考完之后,心情舒畅,五一提前到来。
是吗?我要走的路还长着呢。
4月22号晚上开始正式上车了,加油啊! |
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